Ni Howdy

I'm always giving what I can;
It usually comes out ok.
But when do I know what I am?
Maybe some other day.
My service is the way I know
To get something from my own life
But isn't living more to grow?
I'm wishing I could end this strife.
The mission plan of an efficient man?
I could do more than play.
Or I could get to bigger things
transmuting the terror
turn them back to better dreams
resolving deeper error.
establish me a school or two
then learn from eager pupils
one day this could be you, too!
(if you let go your scruples.)
making merry all the way
for they could bury me tomorrow.
let's evoke the futuristic
to beat back the sorrow
take back fate as a heuristic
elevate and hallow,
secure it as new logistic
fill up all the hollow.