Chosen Role

error gave me agency

act at my behest

but the more truth that I see

feel it less and less.

free will's what it seems to be

mark your world with your resolve

that is true at infancy

till time comes to make dissolve

directions you could

choose to take for good

usually consist

of decisions you missed.

I cannot become someone

who thinks life is serious.

even though I play for fun

I don't feel delirious.

act a way and learn the part

dedicate yourself to art

when you do, don't feel surprise

when you see the compromise.

my decisions from the past

sometimes come back as big trouble.

they can bite me in the ass;

they can blow up my whole bubble.

order comes as judgements go

reshape things with what you know.

aggregate the selves you sow;

the restrictions tend to grow.

anger at the world means less

than an attempt at redress.

choose the voices you'll address

manage discontent and success

to honor your own choices.